April Poems

All poems and stories © 1994 - 1999 Laura J. Ahlstedt


Telephone Conversation | The Siren
Ending | Epilogue
Gone | I Love You




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TELEPHONE CONVERSATION

700 miles (give or take) of copper wire
separate us
in protective anonymity
and privacy
that eases our shyness
and fearful reserves but when I see you
tomorrow (or next month) I know
we'll regret
this impulse to confide
faces closed speech awkward
ending in time the first time
we talk this way
face to face
without fear of vulnerability
then (and only then) will we have something
even more precious
than this first honest conversation
with its armour of 700
miles of copper wire between
us

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THE SIREN

when I think of you
I feel passion
rising to the surface a tidal
wash of pleasure as I get sucked
in the under
tow of your embrace take me
down
seaweed tangled in the curls caught
on brittle bones and pieces
of shells
flotsam fodder for the words that flow
within without you and surrounded by you
pull me from the wreckage sound
the siren captured in your lines

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ENDING

the sky falls
blue shards among daisies
I pick one up
hold it to my eye
the world is simple

stars sparkle in grass
I twist one
in my hair
run barefoot through
the scattered sky

the sun plummets down
caught as a yellow ball
from hands arc high
where the sky once was

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EPILOGUE

now it is over it wasn't very long
and I say goodbye without regrets
(or at least a few) and softly
wave away your face but I can wish
and truly do
that you had known me in a
summer month

in days of dust and
late long shadows
I am golden bright scratched faded
softly tattered and the silent
crease lines of confusion
disappear
from in between eyes hands feet turning
into laughing cheerful sunburnt
freckled brown
and gleaming damp
smooth flesh and red blonde curls
(at least in summers past the peace
was certain and contained)

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GONE

I am not here for falling skies
chickenlittle died of fright
I am not here for starvation
loving as I do the very young and old

the writing on the wall is my projection
tears that flake the cake makeup
life under it all is fresh-cut hay
I shall never see

weakness calls this place a storm
among us eyes blink smile
I am born to paint a world with words
paint fresh-cut hay
live for words eat a lot make love
I shall never last
already gone

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I LOVE YOU

speak to me with eyes of fire
caress me with the flame of your desire
pour sweet wine from grapes of purple rage
and write the words of passion to the page

I cast your broken arrows to the ground
when mortal shadows whisper without sound
you come in dreams to haunt me in my sleep
and drown me in the sorrow that you keep

so never let a living light of day
surround us and protect us from the fray
with shouts of fire words and gentle touch
remember that I love you so so much

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